every time i turn around
i'm pushing something else away
i beat my thoughts into the ground
just to know their still with me
but they keep saying
believe in something
but i never have
and i keep tryin to free my mind
but time goes by so fast

for a moment i thought i had the time to enjoy
time to see but time was all i really had
for a second i was lost in my head, noise
i try to block it out but it p*ssed so fast
never thought i'd ever push away, away
pushing away, i'm pushing away, every thing i thought we had
i never thought i'd ever feel this way, way
pushing away, i'm pushing away, some things were never ment to last

i dont know i'm pushing away
everything i love
every single day
every thing i've worked for
all the tears and blood
are here behind the wall
now i'm driving in the mud
nothing is familiar
cause everythings a blur
caught between what i know
and what i want to learn
i try to block it out
i try to stop the sound
but everybody hears with
their tears in the ground

for a moment i thought i had the time to enjoy
time to see but time was all i really had
for a second i was lost in my head, noise
i try to block it out but it p*ssed so fast
never thought i'd ever push away, away
pushing away, i'm pushing away, every thing i thought we had
i never thought i'd ever feel this way, way
pushing away, i'm pushing away, some things were never ment to last
i never would have thought, had i'd ever stopped *this*
i never would have thought, i cannot control *this*
i never would have thought, had i'd ever stopped *this*
i never would have thought, i cannot control *this*

i'm pushing away
i'm pushing away
i'm pushing away
i'm pushing away!

for a moment i thought i had the time to enjoy
time to see but time was all i really had
for a second i was lost in my head, noise
i try to block it out but it p*ssed so fast
never thought i'd ever push away, away
pushing away, i'm pushing away, every thing i thought we had
i never thought i'd ever feel this way, way
pushing away, i'm pushing away, some things were never ment to last
i never would have thought, please make it stop